hai~ finally exams r over... tml get back eng paper 1... actualli wan to go out de wif shern dey all de.. but hai~ hafta go out... bo bian... hai~ sianz... my mum sae wana buy me a bag... but y duz it not seem so... hai~ dunno larz... abt the truth zer told me was damn sad... guess u noe wad by looking at my title... hai~ dunno larz... its veh hurtful lorz... made my world collapse... zer u shld haf told me earlier... now its still painful... hai~ howeva life still hafta go on.. well... i cant b down in the hole fereva... pls giv me time... but for tis period of time... pls dun rub into my wound... pls dun... let it haf time to heal... althou it will b scarred fereva... hai~ the wound is deep now... it hurts when u apply antiseptic... well... no matter wad... i'll get onto my feet again... but i juz need time... dun ask mi... i dunno how long... i realli dunno... mayb it wont heal... it juz gets worse as it gets infection... hai~ dunno larz... hopefully... it will...
y tings often occur the wae u wuldnt wan it to b...
y muz tings cum n go...
y do ppl keep rubbing into the wound tad had juz been cut...
y dun let it heal...
y duz it take so long to heal...
y muz i endure the pain...
y cant tings happen the wae i wan it to...
tings juz suck...
i'll try my bez to help those in the same boat...
i'll nv let dem into my footsteps...
i'll nv let my fwens get hurt...
i'll not allow dem to turn towards Satan...
i'll guide dem towards god...
i'll luv god...
i'll nv blame god for wad had happen... for i noe... he duz it fer a reason...
i realli hope tings wuld get beta as the daes go by...
God bless...
PrAy HaRd... FoR gOd'Ll B aLwAeS wIf Ya... He'Ll N0T l3AvE uS tH3 wAe PpL dO...
hE'lL nOt Br3aK oUr H3ArTs Th3 wAe PpL dO... fOr I nOe... He'Ll H3Al My H3ArT n FiLl mY h3aRt wIf HiS lUrV3...
DuN wOrRy AbT m3... i'Ll B fIn3... i'Ll pRaY f3r Ya...
ItS nT uR fAuLt... ItS mInE... i WoNt BlAmE u FeR i NoE iTs GoD's WiLl... JuZ tAkE cArE... i'Ll pRaY fEr Ya...
RmB... eV3rY tIn CaN b R3SoLvEd If Ya hAv tH3 wIlL...
love i'll never admit
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