todae was realli a sad dae...
hai~ i tried to avoid him... tried hard not to look at him... but he keep appearing in my sight... i dun wan... hai~ help... pls help mi... hai~ at grand audi... hai~ he keep appearing everywhere i turn... hai~ realli... y cant he juz leave mi alone... y... pls... leave me alone... i go canteen i oso c him... woah... i cant stand it... realli... omg... when i c him... it realli make my heartache... hai~ y muz he do tis to me... y cant he juz leave me alone... hai~ 2dae got back my paper 1 fer both chinese n english... haha... i top for chinese ying yong wen gong han sia... me n rek... haha... 15/20... but he made a veh good improvement... haha... i called him... then he oso look at me... wth... i cant stand it... y muz dey b 2gether... y... y muz make tings so difficult fer me... pls... leave me alone... let my wound heal... hai~ i realli hurts... hai~ he duznt seem to see... hai~ guess... he juz duznt see the pain in me... he dun see tad he is cuzing me pain... he probably tinks i m a bitch... hai~ dunno larz... mayb tings r suppose to happen tis wae... hai~ but god... y muz it b so difficult to overcum... y muz it b me... i noe... u wan me to learn frm the mistakes... but it realli hurts me... hurt me too much le... hai~ i guess... everyting was predestined... kk then mi chinese compo was veh sucky... hai~ it was onli 27/50... pathetic rite... cuz of tis i lose a lot... hai~ anywae... i quite happi wif my ying yong wen... yup... then my eng compo i got 40.5/60... haha... lyk last semester... sick... he get 43 i tink...he showed the rest except me... hai~ guess... we dun even fit to tok le... hai... sianz... den went to old airport road wif bryan, shern n zer... to eat our lunch... haha... hai~ so farnie... shern said abt hu she lyk... den she made me guess.. she describe until lyk him lyk tad... it sort of hurt me larz... but... wad is gone is gone.. tings cum n go... u cant do anyting abt it... hai~ sad... but todae zer n ken quarrel over mike... hai~ mike was indeed in the rong... but it was steph fault in the 1st place... hai~ she dump him... is she made him lose interest in her de... n steph slap her... sick... hai~ dunno larz... hope kenneth will understand...
y u appear in my sight when i wanna ferget u...
y cant u juz leave mi alone...
pls leave me alone...
u do not understand the pain u hav cuz me...
u wont understand...
so pls leave me alone...
but i wont blame u for the pain u cuz...
cuz it was my fault...
i cuz it myself indirectly... hai~ kk
kk... zer sae my wound is healing... i dunno abt tad...
love i'll never admit
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