i realli hate myself... hai~ y muz i be born onto tis world... into tis family... i dunno... y muz i be me?? y... i did no wrong... n my dad ask me to FUCK OFF... wad is rong... m i no human to him... m i not his daughter??? y muz i be the ting for him to vent his anger... when can i eva get to leave tis house...................... when can i... when can i... hai~ y muz god do tis to me... let me into tis world to suffer... no matter in terms of family or fwens or him... dem... y??? y dun juz let me die when i had operations when i was young... y let me cont to lead tis life... y??? muz it be alwaes me??? y muz dey push all teh fault towards me??? my dad... my mum... my brother... hai~ i dunno... ferget it... anywae... my life.. my whole life is useless... y dun let me die when the car cums... i m willing to die to exchange for the lives of others... i realli dun wan to live on the earth to suffer... let me be the donor of organs to dose hu need dem to survive... i hate myself...
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ytd i saw olinda at wisma atria... outside isetan... i tok to her... shook her hands... she look at me as if i m her younger version of her... haha... do i have the zi ge... haha... aft meeting her... i hav a urge to meet sylvester... i relle look forward to meet him... haha...
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i hope todae's last episode of ren wo ao you jing wen is wif kai wei... rmbering wild wild wet... hai~ i was hoping to have a guy fwen lyk kai wei... not asking more juz fwen... haha... but i noe i not so lucky....
love i'll never admit
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