wad happen ytd was quite terrible lo... hai~ wish i din hear wad derek sae... hai~ realli... actualli i was damn happi in the morning due to sum msges larz... even Na-Na sae i m veh chirpy tad dae... hai~ i was realli in a veh good mood until.. until.. he told me... told me sum ting tad he said abt me when dey bball... i was devastated... realli... i realli broke my heart into pieces... but i culd tell tis 2 no 1... zer is not by me... shern is not by me... neither is bryan... hai~ i realli dunno wad ter doo.. hai~ i mean if the words were said by sum other ppl... i wuldnt care... i wuldnt even care... but de words cum out frm his mouth... rite frm him... hai~ realli... everyting i hope fer... everyting i thot tad was pleasent fer tad dae was gone... all gone... juz lyk tad... *pop*... i soon have a terrible headache at the back of my head... tis headache din happen cuz of such minor tingy larz... it happened long ago... so its lyk i get used to it ler... it happen at least once a dae... my headache got worse when we had a follow-up... hai~ i dun feel lyk eating de... hai~ den... zer n i went to look fer wan ting... offered her french fries... haha... so nice rite??? den we went down to the canteen... saw de ppl tad i dun wish to see at tad moment.. hai~ zer still wan me to walk over n offer dem french fres.. -_-... den tis idiot councilor frm sec4... wah lau ask me to tuck in my shirt... wth... den the fries drop frm the plastic bag... i tink god duznt wan us to offer dem fries... is destined... den... hai~ cant eat lo... hai~ so sad rite?? dun wan to sae ler larz.. den saw shining n chessia... haha.. chessia was oso veh fed-up with the councilors... hai~ den... shi ning took zer half bitten burger... den... i dun feel lyk eating so i ask zer to gib the burger to shi ning... cuz zer sae she damn hungry... hai~ i in no mood to eat... i went back to class lo... hai~ sad case.. but i was lucky to b in FG... got jokers to cheer me up frm such depressing situation... hai~ special thx to: amos, derek,wenjie,yongyeh... haha... thx guys... u rock...i realli dunno y i muz make myself suffer... y muz i lyk the person tad keep hurtin me... when dere's... hai~ (i dun wan to tok abt tad matter...) hai~ yupp... den at nite i had a tok wif zer... hai~ told her the truth abt him... hu is he n ++... but... i mean... i noe its impossible de lor... hai~ i wish i culd juz fer get him... cuz i realli din get a chance to be happi... realli happi frm inside me... ever since... hai~ now... its gettin worse... hai~ onli he culd help me to ferget the pain temporary... i dunno wad i doin larz... i wish tis isnt the way tings shld happen... pls no...
2dae i wore a skirt to skool... can u believe it... i juz cant... hai~ i feel muai self damn mah lu... stoopid chestnut sae i look lyk a chargin bull... but i was glad my close fwen bryan din suan me... hai~ u noe wad chestnut call jiali??? he call her a chargin pig... so a bull is betta rite??? haha... tryin to an wei zhi ji... bryan ask me y i cover my skirt wif my bag... cuz tis is the onli dae i eva wore a skirt... an outside skirt to skool... hai~ pls lo... i dun lyk myself wearin skirt lo... hai~ cuz shern sae she n zer wearin tade's y i wear... den she n zer bang seh me... shern lim din cum skool... zer din wear skirt... so it juz me n jiali... den i was lyk hidin frm bert, cai,keong,marvin,ryun durin flag raising... hai~ i cant let dem see me in tis idiot skirt... den... when we went into the audi... i actualli sit on the 2nd last row on the right column... den... zer move infront cuz no more space.. she was sitting wif pple she dun realli noe.. haha... she sitting wif grace tan.. u noe hu sitting nxt to grace... amos... haahaa... -_-.. shi jie aka tsunami... dun be angry horz... but the stoppid cher make us move... i was tryin to cover my skirt cuz... the guys r juz in front of me... den me, jiali n sheeting move to shi ting dere... den... stoopid... daryl... sae so loudly... "woah pei yee.. u wear skirt arhz... sexy arh???" wad the hell... xin xin oso ji siao me... hmph dun fwen dem le... den i hush dem... but dey still cont... stoopid pple... hai~ wad de lo... den i quickly sit down... den... the cher move us again... wad de hell... luckily.. de guys oso moved... i was so... relieve... haha... den me jiali n sheeting sat wif the sec 4s... den u noe hu sat near us... javin, rui an dey all... wah dey make alot of noise... den oso veh gao xiao... kai yi n nicola oso(sitting in front of us)... -_-... i tell u javin damn bue hiao bai... wah lau... the Q n A... wahlao.. ppl call him up... den ppl cheer fer him... den he walk n wave n fei wen the ppl leh... wah lau cant stand him... den the whole tingy ended rite??? den i walk out... QUICKLY... haha... dun wan to see de guys... den zer purposely wan hold on to me... refusin to let me go... cuz she wanna show me wearin skirt to the buch of guys... wah lau... luckily i siam quickly... n luckily got sheeting... help me... wah if not i die... den i sae dem cumin den i hid behind the van... i veh pathetic rite??? hai~ wad to do... den derek called me askin where r we usin chong yeow's fone... den... den was on the opposite side of the van... den we saw each other tru the window... wah... derek veh bo liaoz ehz... den.. he was tokin to marvin... wah lao... i siam lyk hell lo... wah lau ehz... den saw marvin n chong yeow n derek leave the skool together...
den bryan call... ask me where are we... stoopid... den we mus wait fer tad stoopid guy... hai~ den... when we reach the bus stop... idiot lehz... u noe hu we saw... derek, marvin n amos(he has no fashion sense.. he is wearin yellow t) on crowded bus 135... 1st person i saw was marvin... den derek... den.. amos... den... amos was standin behind rek... den... its lyk rek was pointin to marvin.. -_-... den... i hid behind zer... woah luckily man... but i tink derek n amos saw my skirt larz... hai~ den me sheeting n zer went to orchard... jiali bang seh... haha... shop until 3 plus...
love i'll never admit
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