hai tun wan lian ren...
y did dada hav to hurt xiao ping gai... y did he hav to be so good to her all the tym be dere fer her at her saddest moments n suddenlie hurt her??? y??? dun he luv her???
y did everyting dreamt of cum at inappropriate tym??? y did xiao gang sae he lyk tian bian when he hav alreadie stab her in the heart... since tian bian was hurt by zeya... n she lyk xiao gang b4... y carn she juz let go of the childhood promise dada n xiao ping gai made n lyk xiao gang once more???
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hai~ watch hai tun wan lian ren i so damn... hai~ reminded me of sumting tad i dun wish to ponder animore... y carn i let go of the damn teddie when he had hurt me so many times... the wae he hurt me is not juz a minor scratch... but a million of knife stabbing my heart... y did he haf ter lie?? dere were times we shared nice n good memories... i reallie reallie felt happie... burt... i did not cherish the moments... now tad i wander back into my memories... i reallie reallie regret... burt no point regrettin... cuz... time cannot turn back... perhaps its juz wad GOD wans me 2 rmb 4 the rest of my life... maybe my existence was nva once important in his life... may be i m juz a small n minor character in his life... he nva cared!!!
i nva felt as lost b4... onlie him... i dun care wad others sae abt me... burt... its him n his words tad hurt me the most... frm my frens i heard wad names he call me... wad he said abt me... wad did i do to deserve all tis shit frm him... i wan to stop caring... stop luvin him... stop thinkin abt him... aft all he had done to me... but i juz carn... juz carn... he appeared every single day of my life in my thots... sumtimes in teh nite... tears juz flowed incontrollably... i dunno y... sumtyms i tell myself he juz duznt worth my tears... burt in the end still... i... hai~
now tad i had pox... i tink he din even realise tad i was not in sch... i din wan to be so jian to tell him tad i had pox so tad i get sum care frm him... i dun wan... i dun wan his sympathy... juz as wad i said... i nva was important in his life... he nva notice me... all he was juz the ppl arund him... burt not the person at the back... hai~ dun wish to cont further... it juz hurts me too too much...
love i'll never admit
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