2dae... morning aft flag raising... stoopid idiot yuguang go n hai wo... he n zer jisiao me wif marv... marv is near lo plus dere r so mani ppl... freak dem larz...
haha... got punish by soon fer standin outside class b4 yazeed's lesson... lame shit... 50 SQUATS!!! WTH man...freak... hai~ wad eva... ya... so me n huan yuet do squats outside cr n fg... haha... stupid soon made my muscle ache worse... hai~ i carn do full squats... den he purposely ask me to do... den... ask me n huan yuet to fold down our skirts... sianz... dere's sumting rong wif soon's eyes or he purposely let me off... he actualli din see my coloured ankle socks.. 3 EAR HOLES on my left ear... imitation of sch name tag... n nva tuck in my shirt... haha... guess he cock eye...
den me n zer went to east coast larz... SELF- STUDY guai a not??? haha...muz be proud of me rite??? dear shern n my heavenly father... haha... well i find tad... i becum bad to worse... haha... juz realised tad... cuz 2dae got caught by soon... haha... well perhaps i m not the ms obedient animore... haha... well tink tad i m gettin more n more rebellious... haha... will u ppl accept the new me??? haha...
well zer told me sumting abt mr green man todae... hai~ i dun wan to tok abt it... its so sick... hai~ den zer tok cock abt mr green man's gd fwen... idiot!!!
26/7
ya... i realli deproved frm last yrs 2.4km standard... sianz... i actualli drop 2 (14:11) sian sia... guess cuz i walk??? haha... cuz i walked frm the backgate dustbin to the start of goodman rd... haha... dunno...
27/7
i went down wif jas n wen to cheer ppl... haha... i was actualli dere to cheer fer wan ting n ppl.. well we saw alvin teo n his fwens dere... den su wen saw tad alvin's pants split... haha.. got one big hole den can see his light BLUE underwear... if not fer suwen i wuldnt hav noe... cuz i m not so bian tai to go n look at guy's DERE...
den... ya... went to cheer ppl at the small gate near volleyball court... haha... ya... saw bert.. cai.. marv.. wan ting.. jo.. shining.. yeeteng.. blarblar... ya... when da stupid suwen... saw marv... she jisiao me sae i'm marv's gf??? diaoz... den when i stand at the gate tad time... i saw cai n bert 1st... den i saw him... den its damn shit lar he look at me n i look at him.. den i quickly go to der endin point to cheer fer bert my good didi... haha... sound to childish... but ya... den me n cai cum back tad time i gav dem water... i so bad lar... nva giv him water... hai~ dunno wad's rong wif me... hai~ den i went to fill water cuz my water bottle no water ler... den when i went back tad time... saw him walkin towards the water cooler... shit man... hai~ den tok to alvin lek instead of him.. so sad...
28/7
stoopid zer... hai wo... watde lar... tell the whole class i lyk marv... shit larz wadde... wah... den su wen started to call me mrs See... sian... wadde.. shit larz... i dun lyk the name... i m not mrs SEE... pls... i m MS LOK ok??? dun anihow giv me names... den dey keep makin fun of me... wadde... stoopid... haha... den derek is so wad lo... he wan to throw a CHAIR at me cuz i sae he n suwen together and i sae he protect suwen frm being critisised by us .. bias rite??? idiot boi... cuz of a new fwen den he ferget his old fwen... hai~ wu yao ke jiu...
den at nite... me n zer tok on the fone... den we started to tok abt the past... shit man... onli make me depressed... ya.. its too late alreadie... realli too late... everyting carn be back lyk the past... hai~ its too late... but.. y is he givin me hope every now n den... every here n dere... wad duz he actualli wan?? i mean if he wan to draw the line between us... den leave 1/4 undrawn out of the 4 parts of line he wan to draw... hai~ zer sae he lyk me b4.. rek oso... but... still..dere's onli one sae frm zer... cuz rek is unable to giv evidence... hai~ sian... dere's nuthin i can do... zer told me tad he is donin becuz of mr green man... but... hai~ duz he noe he is not the holi one tad save everyone in tis triangle frm pain n misery... but... he is hurtin all of us.. (if zer is speakin the truth) wad exactly duz he wan... stop givin me hopes when he dun even wan to tok to me... it is juz too much fer me to bear...
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to him:
pls tell me wad exactly do u wan??? pls be more 干脆.. i carn stand it ler... if u realli wan to draw a line betwwen us den make it CLEAR!!!
to zer:
culd u help me??? both mr grren man n teddy bear.. i realli carn stand it animore!!!
to wyn:
no sweat abt mr soon..
to derek:
u stoopid boi refuse to listen.. dun believe... u wait n see...
to shern:
thx shepherd!!! u're the bez!!!
to wenjie:
great brudder... haha... dun b so depressed k???
to yong yeh:
eh.. stop shouting into my ear when u wan to tok to the cher... lolz
to amos:
u idiot noodle... stop calling me fishball...
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dere r sumtings in 3fg wich i carn stand... y r dere hypocrites n backstabbers in our klass??? hai~ i hate dem... aint we suppose to be united??? to understand each other??? well sum ******* juz carn stand dem... tink dey r so great... walking wif air... wadde hell... onlie tok to ppl when u need tings n stuff... u're such an ass... i dun sae duznt mean i allow u to b lyk tad...
love i'll never admit
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