i realli wan to gib up on him... hai~ wad's da bloody point of holding on to him n da memories... when he din even wan to tok... he don even wan to tok to me now... " i've nth to tok to u" wad m i to him... yong le jiu diu le de tissue??? i realli hate him... i hate english lecture... i dun wan to see his face... i dun wan my fwens to tease me wif his name... i dunwan to care animore... i dun wan to bump into him... i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan...
god.. why u choose to struck me down now... why... why... i wan to giv up... but where eva i go i see him... where eva i go i tink of him... wad eva i do i tink of him... wad's my bloody problem... LORD why u owaes play jokes wif me... i carn take tis joke... its hurting me too too much... i wan to cry... i realli wan to cry... but... it wont help...
i realli envy dose gurls hu can tok to him... lyk star... lyk... mee sua... lyk tingzi... why... wad happen to our relationship... i wan to cry... why muz he be da one whu change my wae of lyfe... y... y muz he oso be da one hu break my heart...
i actually wanted to gib him tad letter i rote... but i tot for one whole dae... i decided not to gib... i dun hav da courage... he realli made me suffer... wad m i to do now... he dun wan to tok to me... den... leave me dere... wad m i to him all along???
hearing jaychou's song... hei se maoyi... i realli wan to cry... i realli wan to cry... hai~ but crying dun help in aniwae... i realli dunno wad to do le...
love i'll never admit
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