today i am a ghost... thx arh derek and choon kuat... ur jie zuo... still cook up some stoopid story abt my death... haha... veh farnie arh guys!!! well the story goes like tis: "pei yee tumble down de stairs cuz she din balance herself well... so she died... her death was partly cause by ppl hu feed her wif alot of food!!!" wow... derek u r a great story teller... so great indeed... tis story spread to suwen and amos... wow... so i m a ghost hu have lots of super powers cuz i can lift alot of tings like papers, fork to eat lunch at KFC(wif dese bunch of "humans":derek, jt, amos,s uwen n jasmine) and i can hit choon kuat!!! wow!!! -_-... wad else can i say??? today was not a okay day for me... far from okay... got to noe sumting tad i dun wish to noe... it sort of hit me hard... ya... but i can do nth abt it... nt at all... i dunno y... but i carn get it off my mind... hai~ such tings keep happening... wad a big joke god is playing on me... i noe i shldnt hav cont. but... hai~ wad eva... i dont care n i dont wana care...
y did he hav to be lyk tad? so caring and stuff... i dun wan... y did he hav to tell me indirectly he paid attention to my stuff?? y muz he do tad? stop.. juz stop!! i dun wan to let my get into da mess again!!! not again!!! i carn take it animore... cuz if it happens again i noe i carn take it like how i take it for da bastard!! dat ass... cuz it so torturing... but i noe he and i hav no hope... i juz hope all dese are juz my tinking.. not aniting tad's true... cuz... cuz... hai~ i dunno wad actuallie he was trying to do.. cuz it seems like he paid attention to me... but it also seem like he did tad to all other ppl.. i dunno!!!!
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