I m pissed wif alot of tings lately... f***in tu lan wif elaine toh n solid hair... idiotic teachers... dey juz make me pissed wif alot of tings... den my mood juz worsen thru'out de day... sian...
today solid hair juz take my book away... i wasnt even disrupting her class... i mean... i din pay attention cuz i noe i wont understand most of the tings she said... so i mite as well make use of my time... so i did eng lit hmwrk... all of a sudden... she came n took my book... wth... siao...
Life is crap... full of one... i juz dun understand y ppl can die so easily... y i juz carn... haha... (i m not having tots of sucide.. i m juz wondering) I mean i juz feel i m wasting my time away... doing nothing meaningful enuf... i mean y not let da ppl hu die in da disaster to hav a chance to live again... recently tsunami hit indonesia AGAIN... hai! it hit java... so idiotic tsunami... killed so manie ppl... hai~ sumtimes i juz wonder y god allows disaster to happen... killing his children... i juz dun understand sia... hai~ its so sad to see tings lyk tad happening killing so manie ppl...
* sometyms i juz hate de sight of you, de voice of urs n ur idiotic gay-ness... juz get hell far away frm me... i tot we culd really gt along well... but i guess not... cuz dere r sumtings u dunno n i noe... i dun wish to noe but dey sumhw get into me... cuz noeing all dose tings u dun juz giv me trouble n misery n problems... i wish i can dun care abt dem... bt da tings juz keep repeating itself in frnt of me... n replaying n replaying LIVE!!! i carn escape frm all dose tings... its all ur fault... i nva tot tings wuld end up tis way... i reallie tot we culd be great fwens... but circumstances juz dun allow tad to happen... so i wuld juz hav to accept tings de way dey r... i hate to do so... but i muz... if not i carn free myself frm troubles n problems n misery...
i noe we carn get further... fwens r our limits... i m nt gng to persist animore cuz i got tired... i din expect myself to do a roundabout back to u again.. de whole time has been eventful.. guess tings juz meant to remain dese y since i 1st started... initially i din wana accept de fact... but recently tings hav become clearer to me.. i noe i can nva be de one.. n i oso dun wish to break da good fwenship.. so mite as well juz let it be cuz fwens r more longlasting.. i gng 2 sae bb 2 dese feelings..
love i'll never admit
5:59 PM