some idiotic person hu claims to be my BEST FRIEND hasnt reveal his or her identity... it seriously pissed me off... hai~ i wish tis person juz tell me hu he or she is... at least i noe hu rite... i dun haf to guess... n hw he or she noes abt "my past"... actuallie i hav narrowed dwn to some ppl... i juz wana cnf my guessing...
to YOUR BEST FRIEND: so hu eva u r... pls... juz tell me... if u dun wan to tag... den at least sms me or sumting... i realie wana noe hu r u... so pls... pls...
haha... recently lots of tings hav change for me... tings aint da same animore.. is tis a gd change or a bad one... i dunno... n i dun wish to noe... hai~ dese days i tink i hav become more n more negative.. is tis reallie me?? somehow aft da hk trip i could never find da me tad i was in sec 1 or 2... i m not me animore... kwek told me we are alike... n so is dada tan... hai~ r we so gonna sacrifice every freaking single time??? actuallie i do nt fit tis ting... at least i dun tink i m...
today jerrick aka jasmine finalie got his number... she was so high... lol... crazy all the way... well... tml sw n wyn dey all wana ask me out cuz tad's de onlie day wyn is free... i dun wish to go... moreover i m broke... no money... cuz i m saving money to go watch JAY CHOU concert wif derek, jas n wyn if dere is one... haha... it all started wif da stoopid guy... he suddenlie draw da concert tix tingy in chinese lsn... haha... so idiotic... den he ask me if i wana go... lol... for once i tot he was being serious n in de end... u noe wad.. he said "haha... u reallie tot got tis arh???" den he start to larf stoopidly... idiotic guy... den he cont" okay... if dere is realli one den we go..." lol... siao sia... den he ask wyn... den we told jas abt tis... haha... she also tot dere is tis ting... haha... c i m not da stoopid one okay derek sim!!!! yup... so me n jas sae to save 2 bucks each day to go watch jay's concert... we will be sitting at the $100 seat!!! haha... YAY!!! i m so freakin excited abt his concert...
ytd me, qin, sw n rek walk out together... cuz amos, syy, DB, JT, SK n four dragon were in frnt... wow silong can reallie "fly" haha... so... me n rek went to chase dem while qin n sw walk slowly... haha... den yk n jo also walking out... haha... den we ova take dem... stoopid yk... sae some reallie stoopid tings when he sae me n rek walkin 2gether.. he said" oi!!! jian fu ying fu" freak him... i din wana turn one... bt in de end me n rek turn... den guess wad he sae" wow.. ni men hen man leh... san miao zhong hou cai zhuan..." he is damn freakin lame n gay!!! den jo ask me" where is suwen?" den i sae" at the back wif qin" den jo said" eh... ta mei you gen derek yi qi zou meh??" haha... at tad pt i wanted to larf out loud... bt i din cuz derek is nt suppose to noe sumtings... haha... yup... so we cont to chase da gang in frnt... haha... den i saw st,jl n jane... haha... den i call sheeting's name n hid behind syy... haha... so farnie... i was looking at deir reaction... den da stoopid amos say: wow u roll here arh???" feel lyk killing him sia... tad syy oso... my klass are filled wif idiotic guys... haha... den da stoopid syy playd da tapping game... wth... hai~ how lame can he gt??? i dunno...
den we boarded 135... den i sat on the 2nd last row on the right of the bus... amos n jt behind me... den stoopid derek sim came n sit beside me... i tot he will sit wif er hmm... but... he is damn idiotic enuf to not notice such obvious clue... but ya.. mayb he noes le... juz dun wana sae... aniwae... cont wif da bus story... haha... got one guy frm tad sch for de low IQ ppl near our sch.. he sat on de left 2nd seat frm da back door... den yk n jo sit behind him... yk is reallie being lame n insulting here... haha... cuz da guy keep nodding his head profusely... den yk folo him... wad de... damn lame... den jo hit him n stuff... haha...damn dumb one lar yk.. carn stand him... den aft da mrt stop... all went dwn except me rek n qin... ya... den rek told me tad tad guy stay aft his stop.. n ask me y yk nva alite wif his fwen(da nodding guy) lol... den i told him"fwen dusnt mean haf to stay together rite?" he said ya... derek is another big lame shit... hai~ wonder wad he n de others like yk,syy and bryan hav in deir brain??? air??? nope... erm... vacuum??? lol...
wad can i sae aft so manie tings hav happen??? ting carn begin nor can it end... i m stuck... i nva tot ting will become tis way... hai~ is tis wad i had anticipated all along?? hafnt i gt enuf??? i dun even noe y i gt tis bloody feeling again aft so long... indeed veh long...
love i'll never admit
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