todae during CME lsn... we playd a game lyk sim city... so dumb... my score was 443000... sian... so many guys gt lyk 500000+++ hai~ bt aniwae... it was damn dumb... had eng n emaths wif was freakin boring... n den aft recess was solid hair's lsn n den bloody E.T's lsn... den solid hair made us stay back for physics remedial on specific heat capacity n latent heat... sian sia... den aft tad me jerrick n sw waited for amos,JT and rek to go home... yup... den da guys were playing base ball in class... bt its da reallie SOFT kind.. lol... derek is damn damn lousy... he carn catch neither can he hit da ball.. lol... amos is one of da best among jt,derek and dong bin.. lol... aft playing a while somehow deir baseball bat went ko yak... spoilt.. i larfed... omg... its lyk having a a broken joint in da bat... lol... haha... den we walkd out together... n saw ppl playing interclass netball... lol.. yup.. wyn din hav da chance to see her prince charming.. lol.. both sia... summore playing same position but diff team... Joey and Ee Ruey playing Center... lol... den colin was da GA... haha... den we walkd out sw askd us whether want to eat den me n jerrick dunwan... i tink she wana go cuz she tink he is gng... but in de end she see him nt gng den she oso dun wan to go... den de other 2 guys went to eat lo... den jerrick n i said if she wan to eat y nt eat wif da 2 guys??? den she sae she dun wan... den we said i tot u wana eat?? go n eat arh... den she bu shuang wif us n diao us!!! lol... juz cuz ur crush is nt gng den u dun go??? wad de... u r de one hu wana eat nt us... den c ur crush nva go den u dun go... we hao xin ask u go n eat cuz u sae u wan to... den u diao us??? lol... wad's tis man??? den da 3 of us went up 135... den we tkod abt lake house, late house and leg house... lol... so idiotic of us... haha... den jerrick went dwn... den da two of us were standing... cuz no one went dwn... so fustrating... haha... den we smell durian... lol... den he sae tis durian is damn expensive... cuz it cost $1000... lol... stoopid guy wif stoopid tinking... lol...
Ytd was wenjie's bdae we actualli wanted to celebrate his bdae in Macs... haha... bt he suddenly broke out into cold sweat den carn go... he was damn damn weak n sick... so he went hm wif wyn n syy hu accompanied him... so we still went... bt we celebrated amos n JT's bdae... so hai~ aniway... actualli i din wanted to go alr cuz kwek is sick... bt in de end still went... den da macs ppl hav some dumb games prepared for us... lol... lyk building da highest castle wif plastic cups??? lol... i find it abit... erm... childish... lol... bt it was meant to be lyk tad... hai~ so me n jerrick(jasmine) eat liaoz den we zao... cuz its nearing 5... hai~ someone bangseh us... cuz tad person zhong se qin you... cuz tad person's crush din leave so tad person nva go hm wif us... fine lo... so me n jerrick went to da bus stop... hai~ den take bus hm... sian reach hm alr 5.45... yup.. 
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