i told my heart out todae. all de feelings i had for tad dumb shit to sw. cuz i wan her to see tad no matter makin ani decision will end it all( at least for me). it will ruin either fwenship or relationship. i lost both. wad a joke. haha. but in de end nth but misery n some idiotic crumped up feeling in me.
i dunno hu i m now. felt so **** up. pretending to be alrite n all dose shit. i m not alrite. not at all.
lol. felt so lost after all dose happening. i lost my way home.
love i'll never admit
7:16 PM